Everyone has a solution, to all your problems,
for a little bit of money, to solve all your problems,
from laughing too much to thinking a lot,
everyone tells you something about your problems.

They say the end is here, if you do not solve it now,
for the end is near, if you try to relax somehow.
Everyone tells you how you should think,
for you must think like others, and you are told to act right now.

I have started to sit down, and to stand up too,
to be hyper, nervous, anxious, active, and open and relax too.
For science, and for religion, I am told to drown myself,
I am told to breathe from such books, and to follow others too.

Instead, I want to sit down here, and think and act on my thoughts,
and observe the end, and the beginning of the other wall,
I want to imagine what I see, and see what I imagine,
for I feel that is how, I can and I may realize the meanings overall.

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Is this life? Maybe it is.
What is my life? The meaning I miss.
All these thoughts. Those may be it.
All those thoughts. These maybe it.

Time to realize? I do not know.
What to realize? I really want to know.
Blame me for everything. I think I know.
Do not care about me. Even my shadow knows.

Why am I thinking. What to think about me?
Why am I realizing. Anything to wonder about me?
Is this thinking? A process to be free?
Or is it realizing, a process to be me?

Realize in the night. Thoughts are everything?
Thoughts are finishing me off. Thoughts are the only thing?
Do I need thoughts? Then, am I still alive?
Are thoughts a way to finish off thoughts to know I’m still alive?

During the day, always a listening robot.
During the night, always an ignored trot.
During the day, hiding and waiting for it to finalize.
For the night, to start to think. To start to realize.

“Realization.” 2nd in Night Series. In Pleasant Hill, California. May 8th, 1:11am.

Thoughts. They just start.
Where. Where do I start.
Sit. Sit and think.
Think. Think about the thoughts.

Why is that. Is that even there.
Why did she. Is she even here.
Why am I. Am I even here.
Why does it. Is it even there.

Relax. Just close your eyes.
Think. The thoughts in your eyes.
Senses. Think without senses.
Try. Jump the thought fences.

Think. Think of it all.
Balance. Try to balance your fall.
Why. Try to find sense in it all.
Think. Think of it all.

“Thoughts.” 1st in Night Series. In Pleasant Hill, California. May 8th, 1:15am.